There's this boy... I think he likes me.  And it's always intriguing to find that someone other than your significant other is attracted to you.  At least, I've always found it intriguing.  It sort of causes there to be a bit of vicarious mutal attraction.  And it causes you to wonder... should I see how this could go or stick with what I know?  Or at least, it causes me to wonder.

It's not that I love Cameron less because of this.  Or that I'm less attracted to him.  Or that I'm even seriously considering doing anything.  But that question appears in the back of my mind... could it be that I'm supposed to be with this person instead?  What if I'm wrong?

But then again, I never trust my judgement.

Lots of things have piled up in the past year to make me wonder about my judgment in a lot of matters and I have been inclined to just go the "easy" way and stick with what I know, what is safe... because the unknown is scary.  But what if the unknown is better?

I need to be psychic.